manic

i was so manic that i was starting to scare myself, so i took .5mg of xanax, and it really helped calm me down.  the only downside is now all i wanna do it take a nap and that's never gonna happen.  *yawn*

over the course of these past few days, i've really learned who my true friends are.  they don't know about THIS particular journal, and i'm fine with that.  but it makes me really happy to know i have people there for me when i'm really in need.

my family is another story.  i found out who told my mom what i wrote in my livejournal and dealt with them accordingly.  my in-laws are just a big bunch of assholes, so there never there to be able to depend on.

but friends, i have more than i thought i did.  god, i wish i could take a nap.