knock down drag out fight

my mom and i are on the fence about each other again. we had a HUGE blow up last night, and for the first time in my bipolar career i blacked out because i was so manic while on medication. generally that's only happened to me when i stop my meds..which is never advised.




long story short, she kicked us out come february. i think i've pretty well managed to smooth things over with her, as long as i continue to kick ass, we'll probably be able to stay here without having to go into section 8 housing. (public assistance housing with income based rent).


I'm doing all the cooking and baking for christmas today. no wonder i'm fat. i get aggrevated with someone and want to distract myself, so what do i do? i make cookies and cake and all that christmas-y jazz.


i've already made the pizzelles, we're having a VERY italian christmas this year. main course is going to be home made ravioli that i'm planning on making and freezing for christmas day today, and home made gnocchi, which i've never made before, but damn it i'm willing to try lol..

that's about half a batch of pizzelles, and i made a double batch. i've been at it for a couple hours now.

you use about 1tbls of batter per pizzelle, and make 2 at a time. the bowl was full to the brim when i started.