I'm posting today after a horrible night of sleep. I had to take hardcore pain medication for a massive day long migraine last night and it, for some odd reason, always gives me SERIOUS nightmares. I was being eaten alive by dinosaurs with my good friend Jess. Weird...and it freaked me out royally. I was scared to go back to sleep so I'm running on next to none here.
This is going to be a rough day. Being tired leaves me predisposed to binging even more than normal. Since i can't nap i figure i can fuel myself with food through the low feeling of being absolutely exhausted. It never works but it's my fall back and it's something I'm gonna have to be on high alert for today (or as high alert as my sleepy state allows).
I take anti-anxiety meds in the morning....klonopin....because i also, in addition to the bipolar, have very severe anxiety in just about every situation. it really hitting me hard today because it has the ability to make me tired. i think i might attempt to sneak in a nap before i have to pick aiden up at noon from preschool.
I'm so tired I feel dizzy. Fun day ahead.
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