So last night was dinner with my dad. we just started talking after 12 years of not speaking about a year or so ago. right around when i started my weight loss journey. we went to dinner then and he saw me at my highest weight and wanted to see how i've done so far.
we have a long and sorted history with each other. my mother and father divorced when i was 2 because my dad cheated on my mom and got his girlfriend pregnant...and then married her. she was the worst step-parent anyone could have and would do things like lock me in the bathroom for hours at a time when my dad wasn't home. not a nice lady...shes the reason i stopped having a relationship with him in the first place.
last night brought up alot of burried emotions. i try to just not think about them most of the time, but being there with him in the flesh sort of brings up all the horrible feelings i keep repressed on a daily basis.
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